So long.. For so long...

For so long I've hid the real me. Not me, but ME!!! I've been afraid to express myself & chose not to communicate out of fear that I'd be hurt. See hurt is all I've known for a long time. It has led me directly into a trap of failure. Constant failure. I've got nothing to lose at this point. Giving 100% of myself is my only option. I mean giving until I can't give anymore. Love waits. Prosperity awaits. Peace awaits. Greatness is waiting. It's my turn to experience what I've never experienced. Happiness!! Real unadulterated happiness. The happiness that God designed for me to have when I was born! I forgive myself for allowing past hurt to keep me in bondage. I forgive those who hurt me because little did they know they broke my spirit so that God would get glory & I'd draw closer to Him!! Now is the time. My twelve o'clock is here. It's just no longer night. I'm ready to walk with a clear vision into the light!!